My name is Lindsey. I'm 20. Just under 5'4. I started this blog on October 3, 2010. Binge eating disorder. Anxiety. Depression. Working on recovery.

I participated in Tough Mudder in PA in April, 2012. One of the greatest experiences in my life and if my injury permits, I'll be doing it again in June 2013.

HW: around 200 lbs
Tumblr SW: 185 lbs
CW: 166 (new scale reads higher)

Goal: in shape, healthy, happy, abs.

Gluten free for the most part due to questionable sensitivity. I've been failing at this lately.

I had a lower back injury in April 2012 which caused me to gain some of the around 50 pounds I lost back. It turned out to be a herniated disc.

Happy to give advice and support whenever needd :]
Zach: You're weird.
Me: I'm not weird. I'm eccentric.
Zach: You're gay.
Me: I'm not gay. I just like girls sometimes.
When I got this bathing suit almost a year ago vs now.I should mention the difference is only a few pounds.

When I got this bathing suit almost a year ago vs now.

I should mention the difference is only a few pounds.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Is this not a good workout? Personally I’d like more core but idk anything about the rest. Shit takes like 1 1/2-2 hours every other day then he said 30-45 min cardio every day no rest day. Cardio IS my rest day. This didn’t sound right to me but I’m not a professional so…

Is this not a good workout? Personally I’d like more core but idk anything about the rest. Shit takes like 1 1/2-2 hours every other day then he said 30-45 min cardio every day no rest day. Cardio IS my rest day. This didn’t sound right to me but I’m not a professional so…

What do you guys do when

You really need to use certain arm machines and the guys won’t get off. Even when you go through your entire workout.

At the gym.

Don’t want to do my whole routine. Blah. It takes like 2 1/2-3 hours. I really don’t have that time. I have like an hour and a half

Monday, May 20, 2013
Fun fun fun fun.

Fun fun fun fun.

Pork

Zach: I don't feel like eating at work.
Me: I thought you said you don't like pork.
Zach: Why wouldn't I like pork?
Me: I don't know. Sometimes I don't feel like having pork.
Zach: That's true, I don't really eat a lot of pork.

At the craft store

Me: Do we need yellow paint? I don't know if we have yellow.
Zach: We can make yellow. Come on.
Me: WE CAN'T MAKE YELLOW IT'S A PRIMARY COLOR!!!
Sunday, May 19, 2013

Zach and I painted boxes for a little date night. I think I love him sometimes and other times I’m afraid of telling him I miss him. Life is fucked. I painted the design free-hand but used someone else’s design. Can’t remember where I saw it though! I think Pinterest maybe…

My extensions are so long. I never put them in straightened XD

My extensions are so long. I never put them in straightened XD

 
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