February 2012
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Emotionally drained and it's only 1:30.
A professor accused me of plagiarizing this morning which was great. It turned out okay but I spent the class in tears and had to leave to call my boyfriend. She ended up taking 1 or 2 points off out of 20. I am 100% sure that I did not plagiarize. Better than being reported though I suppose.
Then I had a hard ass anatomy exam. You know. The ones where you realize the answer when you leave. Yup....
I was having slight pain on the left side right...
I’m sure it’s nothing but just in case, I decide against the coffee.
What I'm giving up this year for lent.
Diet soda and Splenda. I’m not highly religious, but I feel like this is the only time of year I succeed in giving things up. I might as well pick unhealthy things.
I guess I'll never escape muscle names, origins,...
Which makes me feel sad.
My workout today was fucking hard.
I ran my mile as usual but kept it between 5.2 and 5.5 varying speeds and incline. Fucking hard. Then I finished my half hour of cardio with walking in incline up to 9 at about 3.8 the fastest. The weights were incredibly difficult. If I say it was the hardest thing like ever, I’m telling the truth. I used every ounce of strength in my body to push shit up.
Anyone know any good strength exercises for home?
Throw them in my ask!
I don't know why I have such a hard time eating...
I always eat the contents of their cabinets. Blurg!
Question for those who lift weights or do the...
How much do you do? Depending on the machine I do 40-50 pounds for arms.
On the crunch machine as I call it, I could barely do 10 lbs when I started. I’m now doing 45-50.
Arms started out at about 20 for the machine where you go straight up and down. I was at 40 today.
For the bicep curl one I used to be at 35-40. I pushed it to 50 today.
I’m just wondering how long you guys...
My weight isn't budging from 154.
I don’t get it. I’ve changed stuff up, started eating better…? Yesterday it said my weight was 151.5ish and today [I know I shouldn’t be weighing every day! Don’t yell at me!] right back up to 154.
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Stomach problems update
My gas problem is pretty much under control.. More gas than I like but a lot less of it than before. However, I still have weird noises. It sounds like my stomach is farting internally. Odd.
Call me crazy
But I don’t think it’s appropriate for my 15 year old sister to be wearing skin tight short black dresses and 5 inch heels. She just asked to get a thong which my mom said no to, but everything else… My mom allows and encourages it and says I’m just being bitter because I was too fat to wear that stuff at her age when I was never allowed to have pumps or stilettos until...
I may do the 30DS later
I’m a little disappointed that I can’t get to the gym tomorrow. Not an excuse. Can’t do it. Up at 5am to get ready for school then school until 7:15pm so not home until 8 at which point I am too tired to move. It’s going to rain so I can’t even walk around campus -_- Hmm. The point was, I couldn’t go yesterday and I don’t know if I have time today. I have...
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Just barely 154.
That meaning almost 155. I’ve been eating so well but it’s always the same pattern. Eat well for a week, 2 crap days. -_- valentines day should help… Hahahah no. Apparently the bf got me something so high in calories that I need to save at least 500. At least.
Any good ideas for valentines day dinner?
I’m making dinner for the bf. something healthy, easy, and delicious?
I think I may lower my intake to 1400
1600 is great but lately I’m not seeing progress. I should change it up.
Okay, obviously my willpower is not amazing the...
It never is. 12:45 and I’ve eaten about 1350 calories. Binge?- no. Overate?- by a crapload
My dinner is already planned out and I should be at about 1650-1750 calories by then. So the plan is fruit and veggies until then. Sometimes I need to show myself that I have willpower.
I hate when you eat well and exercise for a week
Then you have ONE bad day and BAM! You gained weight. Even if it’s just water weight. It makes me mad.
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I've been eating really well...
…and exercising. I really hope it pays off by the end of the month. I’m hoping to at least get back to where I was which is about 4 more pounds. More would be lovely.
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Am I the only one in college who doesn't party?
Where do people even find the time?
NSV Pants edition
My biggest pants size ever was a 16. That was when I was close to 200 pounds. In Loft sizes, I’m now a 10. Zach bought me a size 8 goal pants literally 2 days ago which I tried on and then went halfway up my thighs. Most of my bloating is gone now and I can happily say that I got those fuckers on, zipped and buttoned. Do they fit? Not exactly. But do they “fit”? Yes. Yes they do....
My professor gives us glossary words to define.
Only mine are phrases that aren’t from the glossary… And even if they are in the glossary, we aren’t allowed to use it… And she wants like 18 sentences for each. She should have just called it a paper. I’d feel more productive when I finished.
I've been up since 4:30am
Which is made worse by the fact that I fell asleep at 1am [not by choice]. This wouldn’t be so bad if I didn’t have a 12 hour school day. 3 and a half hours of sleep is propelling me through the day. That and the latte I’m about to buy.
I always thought freckles were really beautiful.
I was always sad that I didn’t have them. My brother and sister do. -_- that’s okay though. I have sexy collar bones and killer hips!
Pissed with the nurse at my pediatrician's office
I age out at 20 or 21 [I’m 19] which no one seems to understand. As some of you know, I’ve been having stomach problems. Gas and bloating blah blah blah. So the bitch at the desk [who was rude beyond belief but I’ll leave the whole story out. no need for a SUPER rant. Just a mini one] tells me to get a primary care physician and a gynecologist. That was her diagnosis. Excuse me...
The plan:
Handout for Human Exceptionality- DO IT
Cupcakes for the bake sale- BAKE THEM
Exercise - do it HARD
I don't have many calories left for dinner
If I were to guesstimate, I’d say I had 200 at the most. Hmm. How do I use them wisely? Lots of vegetables with lean meat probably.
So, my doctor told me to eat Activia for a while.
She also told me to get Zantac. Hopefully the Activia takes care of my problems. I’m not one for unneeded medication.
Anonymous asked: Diet soda has generally been shown to cause weight gain....I suggest cutting out sodas entirely...
I'm going to have to cut out my Luna bars and diet...
I’m still having stomach issues and I need to get to the bottom of it [haha get it? Bottom?! Because of the gas…] Anyway, I’m also making an appointment with the doctor.
mynameissigrid asked: Don't let the scale rule your life!