March 2012
190 posts
Put a Hunger Games character in my ask! →
fearlessmockingjay:
Katniss - Someone you would die for.
Peeta - Your favorite thing to bake/cook.
Gale - Something you believe in strongly.
Haymitch - A time when you were the most drunk.
Effie - If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?
Prim - Something you’d like to accomplish before you die.
Cinna - Your favorite piece of clothing/makeup.
President Snow - A weird fetish...
I don't understand my school anxiety.
I get so nervous about tests and assignments but I absolutely LOVE doing presentations. I’ll get up there and do my thing whereas I have to deep breathe before an exam.
I guess I'll also be cutting out crystal light.
Aspartame isn’t particularly good for you so maybe I should just stick to normal sugar if I need it.
I feel pretty accomplished!
I finished my journal review [with citations so if she says it was plagiarized I will stab her], a reflection paper, went to the gym, and am now chatting with the bf via Skype and am about to pack my food for tomorrow. :]
February 2012
106 posts
Dinner time in the neighborhood!
Skirt steak [Which I never ever have so I’m very excited!]
Pasta fagioli [Homemade :D yum!]
Veggies [From trader joes!]
Nom.
March Goals [It's been a while since I've done...
HEALTH
1. Get SAFELY into the 140’s. Hoping for 145.
2. Fit into [comfortably] my size 8 goal jeans.
3. Upper body strength- have it. Being able to do 1 pull-up would be heavenly.
4. Be able to run 2 miles outside.
5. Go binge free for the month.
6. Gym Or exercise at least 3 times a week.
7. Stop weighing myself so often.
SCHOOL
1. Stay on top of school work
LIFE
1. Time...
Does anyone else have a problem with headbands...
I always thought I had a big head. Guess not. They always fall off!
Add chest pains to my list of symptoms.
Stomach gurgling, gas, stomach aches, pain in the left side of my chest under my breast and under my rib cage. Like a random pain that shoots [not terrible] then goes away for a bit. Almost a week of this. I NEED to see a doctor.
So I just got back from the gym.
Where I ran ABOUT 2 miles. Then I lifted some weights cos I’m strong and stuff.
Went on a mini reblog spree. Time to get shit...
As usual I have left myself 15 minutes to get ready for school. 15 minutes for cereal. 15 for coffee. 15 for tumbling. 15 to get ready. Hmm. I need to be more time conscious.
Anyway, I packed a glorious lunch. I have so much to do today. I have a lot to turn in too. I had to do 2 caricatures which I would show you but quite frankly they embarrass me.
I have a presentation today. No big deal....
gerbatron:
sunflowersforamy:
laserscrewdriver:
think i will make a blog called “why does this have so many notes”
and it will be just posts of things that have thousands of notes and you don’t know why cos it’s so plain and dull and uninteresting
I would follow such a blog.
that would be a great blog
That would be the kind of blog that I would like.
See? This is what I mean!
I ate a snack of almonds and a banana no more than 45 minutes ago. A yogurt with almonds an hour before that. Healthy cheese puff things a half hour before that, organic chicken dumplings an hour before that and cereal 2 hours before that. There is no reason to be hungry. However, my body decided that there is.
I've had maybe 2 cups of coffee since last...
And I’ve learned that I really don’t need it. I’ve been having crystal light peach mango green tea which is the lesser of two evils I suppose. I really haven’t been any more or less tired or alert. Coffee seems to just make me jittery. Not so much awake.
Yesterday was successfully binge-free.
Officially back on track.
So much to do today. Lots of homework and housework plus babysitting. Lovely. Here I go.
Well yeah,
If you tell yourself that life is crap and nothing good ever happens, then nothing ever will.
Sometimes you need to force yourself to be happy.
Just unfollowed some drama.
Some posts that a certain person on tumblr writes makes me feel bad about myself. I kept following her because she has an ED and is recovering which I support. However, I WILL NOT stand for making hurtful comments about “fat people”. People are people with feelings. Yes, you have an opinion. No, you should not put others down and claim that your ED MAKES you do it. Your ED does not...
Doing homework is great.
No, really. i don’t mind doing homework. It’s studying that I hate. The problem is that it’s mostly all on my computer and my eyes are super strained. So after finishing an assignment, I’m all
This is kind of unconventional but
I decided to add binging to the list of things I’ve given up for lent. I’ll see if it works. All I can do is get back to it.
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A post about B.E.D. [Binge Eating Disorder]
I’m not really sure how to start so I guess I’ll just dive right in.
I have it. It’s not something that I feel I need to get a second opinion about. I know I have it. Everyone who has it knows, and I know I’ve had it since I was young. Gaining 40 pounds in a year isn’t exactly normal. Few people say they have it though it’s apparently the most common eating...
I don't understand binging.
I can go weeks without it and then when the urge hits me, I cannot stop myself. I justify myself in my head as I go.
I have a list the size of my ass of things to get...
Which, if you’re wondering, is big.
Am I the only one who can't focus until after...
Before that I’ll just keep thinking about lunch.
My weight just does NOT want to come off.
I’ve been stuck here at 154 for a few weeks now. It’s really starting to piss me off.
Emotionally drained and it's only 1:30.
A professor accused me of plagiarizing this morning which was great. It turned out okay but I spent the class in tears and had to leave to call my boyfriend. She ended up taking 1 or 2 points off out of 20. I am 100% sure that I did not plagiarize. Better than being reported though I suppose.
Then I had a hard ass anatomy exam. You know. The ones where you realize the answer when you leave. Yup....
I was having slight pain on the left side right...
I’m sure it’s nothing but just in case, I decide against the coffee.
What I'm giving up this year for lent.
Diet soda and Splenda. I’m not highly religious, but I feel like this is the only time of year I succeed in giving things up. I might as well pick unhealthy things.
I guess I'll never escape muscle names, origins,...
Which makes me feel sad.
My workout today was fucking hard.
I ran my mile as usual but kept it between 5.2 and 5.5 varying speeds and incline. Fucking hard. Then I finished my half hour of cardio with walking in incline up to 9 at about 3.8 the fastest. The weights were incredibly difficult. If I say it was the hardest thing like ever, I’m telling the truth. I used every ounce of strength in my body to push shit up.
Anyone know any good strength exercises for home?
Throw them in my ask!
I don't know why I have such a hard time eating...
I always eat the contents of their cabinets. Blurg!
Question for those who lift weights or do the...
How much do you do? Depending on the machine I do 40-50 pounds for arms.
On the crunch machine as I call it, I could barely do 10 lbs when I started. I’m now doing 45-50.
Arms started out at about 20 for the machine where you go straight up and down. I was at 40 today.
For the bicep curl one I used to be at 35-40. I pushed it to 50 today.
I’m just wondering how long you guys...
My weight isn't budging from 154.
I don’t get it. I’ve changed stuff up, started eating better…? Yesterday it said my weight was 151.5ish and today [I know I shouldn’t be weighing every day! Don’t yell at me!] right back up to 154.
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Stomach problems update
My gas problem is pretty much under control.. More gas than I like but a lot less of it than before. However, I still have weird noises. It sounds like my stomach is farting internally. Odd.
Call me crazy
But I don’t think it’s appropriate for my 15 year old sister to be wearing skin tight short black dresses and 5 inch heels. She just asked to get a thong which my mom said no to, but everything else… My mom allows and encourages it and says I’m just being bitter because I was too fat to wear that stuff at her age when I was never allowed to have pumps or stilettos until...
I may do the 30DS later
I’m a little disappointed that I can’t get to the gym tomorrow. Not an excuse. Can’t do it. Up at 5am to get ready for school then school until 7:15pm so not home until 8 at which point I am too tired to move. It’s going to rain so I can’t even walk around campus -_- Hmm. The point was, I couldn’t go yesterday and I don’t know if I have time today. I have...